migblog

"so let go, just get in -- it's so amazing
it's all right cos there's beauty in the breakdown"

it's true. there is something left to be said when you think you're slipping ever further away from the things you find yourself doing everyday, and all of a sudden you realize that wait, what i'm doing is worth something, and goddammit, i'm going to finish whatever it is i started.

the thursday of no class is lending itself well to this train of thought. workers here at cal are on strike, protesting about their wages not being able to support their families. the students are all happy that there's no class, but a lot of them seem to be missing the point that the reason why they're not in class today is due to the efforts of these people trying to get their voices heard. (apathy at berkeley? it happens.)

somehow, though, i can't grasp this pressing concept of time and space, that instruction ends in less than a month and i desperately need to catch up. i register for classes tomorrow, and seeing my schedule for it makes me want to hurl a little bit because everything's just a little more tentative than what it has been in the past. even thinking about it makes me a little queasy.

so what am i going to do with a day that was reserved for class and more class? i'm going to relax the shit out of this day. so relaxed, it's busy, but so busy, it goes back to being relaxed.

see? i've got you confused already.

so drink up, baby down! (hearting frou frou if you couldn't tell.)

posted by Open Source Food @ 12:01 PM