bounce bounce bounce
up and down, that's where life inevitably takes you. it decides to make you sublime one moment and then miserable the next; it turns the unexpected into the best moments and the unforgettable ones as the worst. it can make someone harbor such ill will and good intentions, meaning to hurt your feelings yet one more time.-----
the whole week has been declared a state of emergency, also known in layman's terms as 'the shitties week ever.' from the landlady telling us we have until the end of may to move all our shit out to being in a messy state of affairs -- you can read into that however you want -- all the way to having migraines at work an heart complications (read into that one too), the week progressed ever so crappily that it seems as if the next day can only get better, except it gets better in the wrong direction.
even now, run-on sentences are making more sense.
it is a terrible, terrible state of affairs to be in.
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like i had said before, the people who don't deserve to be in the shit often tend to be the ones who are already chest-deep in the mess. and the effort in their optimism pays off in their karma. they don't know they don't deserve the shit they're in.
but the people who do deserve it can usually get themselves out. it ain't fair.
it ain't fucking fair, and i have no fucking time.
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it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
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i met dan rather and jimmy buffett this week. on the agenda: jane goodall, al gore, and metallica.
i have the coolest job in the entire fucking world.
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the friends you rarely see are the ones you tend to have the best time with. the ones you've never met are the ones you remember first. and the ones who don't even need to try to do anything are the ones that change your life. from watching movies to just talking, the dynamic changes from gorup to group, but that energy that flows from one person who understands you best is unmatched.
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there is an evil side of me that wants to see you fail.
i want nothing but the best and the worst for you.
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i feel like i don't deserve the shit i'm in, but would you think otherwise?
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