3.03.2006

falling in and out

the other day, one of my really good friends told me somethng quite profound: "isn't it weird that sometimes, you can be with people for so long but you don't really click? i've known you for six months and i feel closer to you than i do with this girl i've known for like, three years."

the situation presents itself as such: face an awkward jury of peers because of something passive-aggressive, or seek out friends? new people with clean slates, or old friends who judge?

to the handful of true friends who are still around, i'd love to see you sometime.

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the rain is a beautiful thing. it always feels so clean and refreshing after a night of downpour. it paints the roads and gives them a nice gloss, a certain sheen that adds up when you consider the ambience of a wet evening.

i feel solace in the rain. and it makes me want some cassoulet toulousain.

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i don't like explaining myself, i've realized. you know why? i don't have to.

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jacob: "dude, if you had a vagina, i'd have so tagged that so many moons ago."
thanks, jake. way to make me feel better.

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oregon ought to be a blast. i'll be back sunday.

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my heart yearns. damn this love thing.

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