migblog

i thought this would be the easy part of being on top, but, no, it's one of the toughest things i've ever had to face during my time here at cal, and that includes rejection, failure, and of course procrastination.

it sounds simple enough, right? pick a person, any person; but it's so much harder because of certain dynamics and different modes of thinking and just how silly it all seems after it turns out.

i have to keep reminding myself that it is important, because i find myself saying rather adamantly that in the end, it's not that important.

in other news, updates upon updates! (go visit; i haven't had a chance to update these things in a while.)

everyone seems to be going nuts over finals. i ought to be, but then again, i've kind of just let it run its course when i'm most likely going to be on academic probation next semester. (not that i'm proud of it, i've just given up.) and i'm not sad, nor am i sorry -- i have no reason to be -- it's just that i realized it a little too late that i'm not really liking this whole thing.

man, i'm excited to go home. and when i'm in my own bed, enjoying wireless internet access from my room, and watching dvds for hours on end, i'll be happy. not content, but happy.

san diego baby!

posted by Open Source Food @ 1:25 PM