finals start and i'm so not ready.
everything's still rolling along, even though i think it's kinda unfair that all my friends get out of school this week while i agonize one more week for my finals to start. and then i'm in berkeley for a few more days, then it's the bowl game.
i'm so impatient. i can't wait for things to happen anymore. i can't just wait anymore, either.
my situation isn't helping itself, not in the least. i think i have some growing up to do over the next few weeks and in the upcoming months, just seeing how it is i'm surviving by not doing anything. i feel like i'm cheating the system, and i probably am, but i really really don't feel like i deserve any of this bullshit heading my way.
somebody save me from this madness. i'm so ready to not be ready.
i'd rather be somewhere else right now.
12.09.2003
you feel so small sometimes
miguel
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