i'm twenty in nineteen days, but i still feel like i just turned eighteen.
this is how young i am.
i've been in a really eccentric mood lately, requiring alone times and times when i desperately needed people. it's been a tough last year, and it has been a real trying time, especially now that i'm living by myself and going through this like a madman.
i feel pretty useless most of the time, but i'm starting to feel a little better, thanks to the efforts of a few well-wishers and picker-uppers.
if you want to know, ask.
seeming unmotivation feels horrible. i need to do something, no matter how menial, just to keep me distracted. for the meantime, though, i'll be all right. i think.
sigh.
8.02.2004
you feel so small sometimes
miguel
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